This right now.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to love someone as much as I loved you.
Not now, not never.
Bring Me The Horizon - Sleepwalking
Maybe one day it’ll be okay. Maybe one day you’ll miss me as much as I miss you. Maybe you’ll end up around the same area I’m at in the next year. I really fucking hope so. Until then I stare at my screen and scroll through my pictures to fill my needs.